What is it exactly, that i deserve? I can’t be strong all the time. Somedays, i feel like falling apart along with the world around me. It’s just that this has been happening often now, almost constantly. What should i do? I don’t have any answers and the non-existent heavens above don’t seem to like helping. I never feel good about myself knowing what I did, but then again, remember… if you’re a mess, so am I. If you feel lonely, so am I. If you’re heart is broken, so is mine. 

innermedley:

I donned a needle
and thread,
and with the grace
of a blind seamstress,
I stitched
all of my imperfections
together
and wore them proudly
as a badge
of honor
for they are mine
and a part of me
which must be left
to simply…
…be.

(via poeticallyprofound)

“You’ll never find a guy who will love you as much as I did”. Those were the strongest words throughout that thread. I beg to differ. In the past 1+ year, you’ve demonstrated a mediocre representation of what you consider love for me. I’ve exceeded expectations, without a doubt, i know it. I commend you however; you fought hard to keep me within your grasp. Otherwise i would’ve been gone and out of your life since two Novembers ago. Love isn’t just a word darling. It isn’t fair for me to hear such words. Knowing that all my hopes and dreams have nearly broken, holding on for dear life, i ask you to please, re-evaluate your word choice. I haven’t given up, I’m moving on.